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Susanne Husemann’s studio

Painting · PAN

Entering the space of a painting

For many years I have been drawn to pictures that touch us immediately, like old acquaintances we carry within us without quite knowing where we know them from or what they mean to us. In these pictures we find meaning, sometimes as a certainty, sometimes as a question. I want to open familiar images to new experiences. My aim is to paint in an open morphogenetic field.

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Painting · Tell Me About Love

The heart has work to do. It pumps the blood upwards, where it rises from Rococo fountains in beautiful jets.

I watch the fate of a plantain that failed to escape the stern gardener, its scattered blossoms lining the path. You cannot fool anyone about it. You do not belong in this dream of a garden. But I do not want a dream of a garden. I want plantain. I want all the plants you want to remove. I want to see something grow simply because that is where it wants to grow. In me, in you, between us.

The bud from my vulva, defenceless, which you have just innocently trampled. You cannot have seen it. You are looking elsewhere. There is much to see. And my heart beats louder as the bud falls and your semen curls into a thin film that tightens my skin.

Read the full illustrated text (PDF) ↗ (German)


Painting · Le cri de Merlin

A place of transformation.

The title Le cri de Merlin goes back to C. G. Jung, who saw in the legendary figure of Merlin a connection to the unconscious, as yet unredeemed side of human nature. His cry from the forest goes uncomprehended, like a voice from a world we can sense without fully grasping it.

Pictures can let different realities exist side by side. Colour itself can become the bearer of a reality.

Journal

A Visit to C. G. Jung’s House

Symbols in C. G. Jung’s Work

Susanne Husemann · 2020
Drama therapy thesis

A journey through C. G. Jung’s house in Küsnacht and the tower at Bollingen. On symbols, the unconscious and transformation, and what they mean for my artistic work.

Read the full thesis (PDF) (German)


Watercolour · DisObey

I follow my intuition, develop figures and give colour room to act on its own. What comes from my will, what from caprice, what from intuition? Figures emerge, sometimes familiar, as though they were archetypes.

Journal

Transformations

Some of the watercolours share themes with Le cri de Merlin.


Drawings

I am interested in the immediacy of drawing. A line catches a movement. A figure emerges from a few strokes and can change again in the next instant.

I draw on different kinds of paper, often already used, including old pages from Braille books. The embossed dots carry a language that remains unreadable to anyone who has not learned it.

But what about a drawing? Why do we believe we can understand it immediately? Do we recognise only what we already know? And what do we see when we stop assigning a meaning to a drawing straight away?


Theatre

Theatre as a journey towards the human

In 1986, while studying painting with Georg Baselitz at the Berlin University of the Arts, I founded Theater Artaud with the French actor Jean-Marie Boivin.

We were one of those strange plants that could thrive in the walled western sector of Berlin. A theatre group grew with an aggressive energy and formed an unusual kinship with Antonin Artaud’s language.

Festival 1988 in Sabotica Cenci after Artaud

From his cries we made compositions of light, voice, body and sound. From his thin, fragile skin we tried to draw out something breathtakingly beautiful: the longing for life and the ability to give our hearts away. With a tender theatricality we said yes to the absurd.

Theater Artaud, 1988
Theater Artaud, 1988 · Photograph attributed to Amin El Dib (credit to be confirmed)
Theater Artaud, 1988 – with the wheel
Theater Artaud, 1988 – with the wheel · Photograph attributed to Amin El Dib (credit to be confirmed)

When the Wall fell, everything changed for me. Theatre on a stage suddenly seemed superfluous. Life was unfolding in the streets and had to find a new way to come together.

Cenci-after Artaud Katabomben Berlin 1988

I turned to philosophy. Later I worked as an assistant and a sketch artist at several theatres, got to know different ways of directing, and began writing and staging my own plays.

In 2011 I accompanied my partner to Islamabad, Pakistan, where I stayed until 2015. Those years took me away from my earlier theatre work. I encountered another culture, different social realities and ways of living together. Familiar ideas of art and theatre receded into the distance.

On my return I began to immerse myself in C. G. Jung and his Red Book. In drama therapy I discovered the psychological significance of theatre and its ability to turn inner experiences into physical actions. Later, working with Alberto Villoldo led me to shamanic practices and to an exploration of the collective unconscious and the experiences of our ancestors.

Performance Theater Artaud 1989
The Flying Dutchman, Deutsche Oper Berlin, 2017
The Flying Dutchman, Deutsche Oper Berlin, 2017

I wanted to look back at how we have developed. What have we gained? Have our scientific, intellectual, human and spiritual capacities really come together?

I think of the mysteries of Ephesus, of processions, dances around a fire and sacred chants. I think of Peter Brook, Joseph Beuys, Christoph Schlingensief and Pina Bausch.

Festival 1988 in Sabotica

What can theatre be? What must it aspire to? What extraordinary capacities does it have that no other art form can bring into play in quite the same way?

Theatre can intervene in our lives. It can create experiences that change us as individuals and as a community. It demands integrity, imagination, love and an understanding of the world.

Holländer Performance Tischlerei Deutsche Oper Berlin 2017

Theatre is a journey towards the human.

Films

Artaud Theater ↗

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Frauen.Krieg:Terror ↗

Artaud portfolio · Photographs by Amin El Dib, text by Susanne Husemann (2023). The PDF is forthcoming.

Artaud Drawing Room

Drawings by Antonin Artaud and works of my own that grew out of them. A selection for the planned catalogue of images and texts, The Hand Freed from the Eye.

Drawings

Theatre sketches

What fascinates me about sketching is its capacity to catch movement. I think of sketching as a dialogue between the arts. A sketch accompanies the rehearsal process as a scene is reconsidered, changed and tried out again, and the actors search for their roles.

The way a director works with actors shapes the character of my drawings. Peter Konwitschny (Mahagonny in Berlin, Götterdämmerung at Stuttgart Opera) is a sensitive director with a sense of humour. The sketches have a corresponding verve, quite different from those I made during rehearsals with Stephan Kimmig (Republik Vineta, Residenztheater Munich) and Mark Zurmühle (Klaras Verhältnisse, Residenztheater Munich).

The rehearsals with Andreas Kriegenburg (Leonce und Lena, Residenztheater Munich) and Roberto Ciulli were full of ideas, lightness and precision.

Jürgen Kruse (Der Sturm, Klassenfeind and Hamlet at Schauspielhaus Bochum) is an aggressive, imaginative “Rolling Stones director”. He expected actors to work with their aggression and use it for artistic expression. The drawings are raw in response.

Watching George Tabori rehearse his production of Der nackte Michelangelo at Berlin’s Brechtbühne was a wonderful experience. With the wisdom and experience of age, he guided the actors with an almost magical force. I felt the sketches drew themselves. I felt much the same sketching during Willy Decker’s sensitive work on Pelléas et Mélisande at Hamburg State Opera.

My affinity for the stage grew out of my own life. While studying painting at the Berlin University of the Arts I began presenting my own plays and performances. I later directed at several theatres, including the Residenztheater in Munich.

The sketches were shown in different ways. At the Thalia Theater in Hamburg, hundreds of drawings hung along the walls just below the ceiling, forming a long, readable record of rehearsals. At Stuttgart Opera (Der Ring des Nibelungen) and at the Aalto Theatre in Essen (Adolf Dresen’s Peter Grimes), the drawings appeared in programmes. They were also shown in an exhibition at Schauspielhaus Bochum.

Two catalogues are in preparation: The Hand Freed from the Eye, with images and texts on Theater Artaud, and a catalogue of the theatre sketches.


Journal

Texts, conversations and catalogues

Artistic dialogues with Gilles Deleuze, Georges Didi-Huberman and Maurice Merleau-Ponty, alongside catalogues, my own writing and films about my painting.

These excerpts lead to the complete catalogues of images and texts.

Cartography of Thought

In Was wir sehen, blickt uns an, Didi-Huberman quotes James Joyce before going on, perhaps straight away, to tell the story of Christ’s empty tomb. The empty tomb as evidence of life: I think of Proust’s madeleine, which Julian Barnes turns into a slice of buttered bread in Abschied. Above all, I think of the little patch of yellow in Vermeer’s cityscape. I try to bring all these things together somehow.

It has to do with how we see and how we learned to see. With what is indelibly engraved in our collective memory of images (Museum). With new connections inscribed in the brain that can hold chaos or the unthinkable in an image.

And then it all leads me back to Deleuze. He speaks of the necessary catastrophe in the act of painting, so that something can come out of it, “so that colour rises” (what does Cézanne mean by that?). (A further piece on Cézanne is pending.)

I think immediately of the fold. What was it Leibniz wrote about it? How much do I think when I paint, or am I simply looking? A cartography of thought (Museum).

And I am certain Deleuze is right when he writes that it takes an encounter with a sign to force us to think. Something strikes us that we cannot place, that eludes our habitual thinking. It makes us see differently, think differently. Perhaps that is precisely what art can do. ART AS SHOCK (Artaud drawings).

I began painting at twelve in my mother’s studio. It was always people I wanted to paint, and it still is (watercolours).

What interests me in Vermeer is the space you step into, the space of his painting as a place in which to paint. What happens in that place?

Or do I go straight to the museum? What happens to the pictures there? Have they fallen silent so that others may speak about them? Why do they no longer speak directly to us? Have we lost the meaning, or must we first understand their history?

Art “thinks” in folds. It creates spaces that cannot be reduced to a totality, spaces that take on a life of their own and connect the visible with the invisible.

ARTAUD

My interest in Antonin Artaud began more than thirty years ago, when Jean-Marie Boivin and I founded Theater Artaud. I was fascinated by his poetic power and his love of the numinous, by his openness to the unpredictable. Space, light, music and gesture became a language for us.

The four paintings on display take their cue from his intensely personal drawings made during his stays in Rodez and later in Ivry. I am interested in how the hand challenges the eye’s prerogative, how the impulse decides. In painting I try to find a way into Artaud’s world of experience, to make it possible to step into his emotional space. It is an approach to something that also withdraws, as singular and private as a personal style.

The fascination remains: looking into an abyss whose depth we cannot fathom.

Digital artist’s book

The digital edition will appear here once the corresponding file has been identified.

Texts and catalogues (PDF)

Films and performances

Vorschaubild: Tell Me About LoveTell Me About Love ↗
About the film

Film: Stella Husemann

Text: Susanne Husemann

Read by Katharina Molzberger (in English)

Galerie Michaela Helfrich

Vorschaubild: Frauen.Krieg.TerrorFrauen.Krieg.Terror ↗
About the film

Text: Susanne Husemann / Effi Rabsilber

Staging and direction: Susanne Husemann

Dramaturgy: Katja Kettner

Cast: Effi Rabsilber, Judith Mann, Rima Haj Kheder

Music: Antonio Alisano


Contact

Susanne Husemann

Lives and works in Berlin.

Susanne Husemann painting outdoors on the ground
International Painting Symposium „DRUZHBA-2024“
CV

Education

1987–92 · UdK Berlin

1991 · Glasgow School of Art

1993–96 · Department of Philosophy, Tübingen

2015–17 · Campus (C. G. Jung)

2019–21 · Four Winds with Alberto Villoldo

Performance and theatre

2019 · UPGRADE, Performance, K-Salon

2017 · „Fliegende Holländer“, Performance, Deutsche Oper Berlin

2015 · „Blue Burka“, Performance, K-Salon

2009 · „want my soul“, Performance, K-Salon

2008 · „Beziehungsweise“, Performance, Galerie Klötze und Schinken

2007 · „Müllcode“, Performance, Open studios

2007 · „Mercedes“, Direction, Café Sybille

2006 · „Andere des Anderen“, Direction, Theaterkapelle

2005 · „Frauen.Krieg.Terror“, Performance, Aktionsbank Berlin

2004 · „Frauen.Krieg.Terror“, Performance, Arena Bunker Berlin

2003 · „Frauen.Krieg.Lustspiel“, Direction, Orph Theater

2002 · „Pflege aller Rassen“, Performance, Theaterdiscounter

2001 · „Treibhaus“, Direction, Residenztheater München

1986–91 · Director of Theater Artaud

Solo exhibitions

2023 · German Embassy Residence, The Hague, Netherlands

2022 · K-Salon, Berlin

2021 · K-Salon, Berlin

2020 · Galerie Helfrich, Berlin

2019 · K-Salon, Berlin

2018 · Kellergalerie Vienna; K-Salon Berlin

2017 · K-Salon, Berlin

2016 · K-Salon, Berlin

2016 · Deutsche Oper Berlin

2015 · Nomad Gallery, Islamabad, Pakistan

2014 · Nomad Gallery, Islamabad, Pakistan

2014 · Heritage Gallery, Islamabad, Pakistan

2013 · O’Reilly, Islamabad, Pakistan

2013 · K-Salon, Berlin

2012 · Galerie Rohling, Berlin

2012 · V. M. Art Gallery, Karachi, Pakistan

2012 · ROTHAS Gallery, Lahore, Pakistan

2012 · Nomad Gallery, Islamabad, Pakistan

2012 · K-Salon, Berlin

2009 · Galerie Orange, Berlin

2009 · Galerie Klötze und Schinken, Berlin

2008 · Galerie Klötze und Schinken, Berlin

2005 · Aktionsbank, Berlin

2002 · Foyer exhibition Schauspiel Bochum

2001 · Micado, Berlin

2000 · Foyer exhibition Thalia Theater Hamburg

Invitations and grants

1988–92 · Berlin Senate funding for Theater Artaud

1992–94 · NaFöG scholarship

1993 · International landscape painting workshop, Schwedt/Oder

1994 · DAAD scholarship, Japan

2000 · Art of EXPO, New York, USA

2001–06 · Berlin Senate funding for Theater Artaud

2012 · Karachi Cultural Weeks / Goethe-Institut

2022 · Art symposium, Hungary

2024 · International Painting Symposium „DRUZHBA-2024“

Publications

2023 · Why Vermeer? · ISBN-10: 3752611014

2022 · Pakistan · ISBN-10: 3756834441

2010–12 · Supplements for the 2nd, 3rd and 4th Long Nights of Opera and Theatre, Der Tagesspiegel

2012 · Kunstforum: „Gesicht im Porträt“, Judeth Elisabeth Weiss

2012 · Exhibition catalogue Ahonggong Art Space

2005 · Catalogue “Freier Wille“, Arena Berlin

2001 · Catalogue “10 Jahre Internationales Landschaftspleinair“, Naturstiftung DAVID

2000 · Art for Expo, Exhibition catalogue

1998/99 · Theatre magazine Aalto-Musiktheater

1999 · Staatsoper Stuttgart, Issue 52

1995 · Catalogue of scholarship recipients

1993 · Catalogue “Rapunzel“, Brüder Grimm-Museum Kassel

Group exhibitions

2026 · Schloss Bröllin

2026 · Schaufenster Berlin

2025 · K-Salon

2025 · Gedok Brandenburg

2024 · Exhibition hall „Lubor Bayer“, Stara Zagora, Bulgaria

2023 · Kunsthalle Hilsbach

2022 · Galerie Mamü, Budapest, Hungary

2022 · Magyar Mühely Galerie, Budapest, Hungary

2018 · Kellergalerie Vienna; K-Salon Berlin

2012 · Ahonggong Art Space, Mianyang, China

2012 · Friedrichstraße 200, Berlin

2011 · Hamburger Kunsthalle showcase, Berlin

2010 · Forgotten Bar, Berlin

2009 · Studio exhibition Hagelbergerstraße

2009 · K-Salon, Berlin

2007 · Galerie Klötze und Schinken, Berlin

2004 · Galerie Kruse, Hamburg

2003 · Open studios Hagelbergerstraße

2002 · Tempelhof Town Hall, Berlin

2001 · Galerie Kruse, Hamburg

2000 · Galerie Kruse, Hamburg

2000 · EXPO 2000, Hannover

Additional training and certificates